But to live doesn't mean you're alive:

What I know now is that whatever is meant to be will be. Everything begins and ends when it is supposed to. It's time now for a new beginning.

The way to get what you want is to be grateful for what you have.

You keep me searching for a heart of gold.

All dressed up, nowhere to go, looks so easy but it isn't you know, hard to find what you're dreamin' of. Different people, different worlds, you just call me and I'll be there for you, we belong together, you know it's true. It's all right, baby, it's ok, we're gonna make it no matter what they say, sure as the stars shine in the sky above.

Please,

tell me what the fuck it is that we're doing. What is this?

There are millions of people in this world, but in the end it all comes down to one. I still panic sometimes, forget to breathe, but I know that there's something beautiful in my imperfections; the beauty that he held up for me to see.

Everything in it's right place:

I am surrounded by family, friends and love, and that is all I need. I needed a break from the tedious routines of high school, and the ignorant, obnoxious people within it. Seeing all the people I've missed, and finding something that I've been wanting for so long has reminded me that people are beautiful, and loving. Despite the ones I've come to know in the last six months, and despite the fact that they all dislike me, I know that I am going so much farther than they ever will. And, I am so glad that I am not one of them. Although in seven days things will be back to normal, and people who have travelled here will have gone, I've become refreshed by a season of such joy.