It is a fact that I am slowly losing the things that hold importance to me. I feel distant from almost every person that I know, others are noticing it as well. 'There's something off about you today'.
Maybe it's the fact that I have begun to realize how much I crave independence, how much I long to be the age that I feel. Perhaps it's the attachment that I feel to those around me. The people that I am near positive I will lose all connections to within the next year. Come the end of March, the one and only thing that has kept me stable these past few years will come to a close. There will be enormous change that comes with that, positive or negative? I don't know.
And come September, who knows where I will be?
The pressure and tensed of tiredness already lingers in every muscle, but I'm still strong to go through another few more weeks. No pain no gain, huh? But this is more about experience than pain. Nothing in this world is easy when to you wish to gain something.
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